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PART 3: I now realise that I had this big vision f

PART 3: I now realise that I had this big vision for what I wanted to create in my life - the Abbey, but I didn’t know what I was supposed to do with it. Until recently that is.

The Abbey represents a place that is dedicated to the big picture of where we are going as human beings yet also takes us home and reconnects us to who we have always been.

This place of healing is the resonance of the healed version within ourselves and it’s physical manifestation in the world could look like my vision for the Abbey - or a billion other possibilities.

What I now realise though is, the the thing I am here to create is not a material place but an internal one.

(For the HD fans out there, I’m a projector so I would never have the energy to run a place like this!)

My vision is to help people reclaim the part in themselves that holds the energy of that sacred vision. Guiding people to build “the Abbey” within themselves and come home to the Shambala within.

That’s how I get to play my part in creating beautiful things.

As I facilitate spaces of radical self remembrance for others, I am connected to an army of people who remember what they came here to do. Then they go out and change the world, in their families, their places of work and their communities actualising countless spaces of healing that helps us all find our way home.

PART 2: My best mate and I at the time used to buy

PART 2: My best mate and I at the time used to buy lottery tickets to fund my vision and I even took my Mum there and introduced her to one of the squatters.

I was obsessed. For years.

This vision has fuelled everything I have ever done in my life since. So much so that it’s bringing me to tears to put it to words again.

I say again because I’m 2010 I built my very first Wordpress website dedicated to this vision. It’s hilarious and it’s still up... written as though it was actually going to happen.

My first business, Little Branches Big Trees was a tiny yoga studio in Corrimal that I so badly wanted to grow into this vision. I partnered with a local community garden and we ran permaculture courses and whole food cooking classes. We ran community film nights and I had a homeopathy clinic and taught yoga and meditation.

Needless to say I completely burnt out.

We moved away, I took a break. We lived simply and grew food, then we came back to Wollongong.

I started Yoga Vidya and I attempted to start a local community group with some similar earth centred focus. Again I burnt out.

This vision has been my North Star, my lighthouse of sorts for over ten years but there was something in it I completely misunderstood.

PART 1: For most of my 20’s I was lucky enough t

PART 1: For most of my 20’s I was lucky enough to live in Inner West Sydney in my beloved Glebe where the strongest vision for my life was born.

I fell in love with & became obsessed with an old Presbyterian Church in Bridge Rd called the Abbey.

At that time, it had been a wedding venue, was falling apart & eventually attracting squatters. Old run down buildings are my thing... all I see is the potential in them & the Abbey - well, it conjured my ultimate vision!

It had two beautiful buildings (a house & a smaller dwelling) either side designed by Ferdinand Reuss & the whole site with its overgrown gardens was a fairytale for me.

I used to sneak into the grounds & wander around. For a while there was a caretaker there & I would go & talk to him to learn as much as he knew about the building. I’d sneak in the derelict back door & sift through the old treasures still in the store room of the steeple.

I didn’t see a run down old building, I saw a vibrant community hub for people to come together & be inspired to live by the values of permaculture Earth care | People care | Community care.

The gardens alive with abundant gardens where the community cane to learn skills in permaculture, biodynamic gardening & sustainability.

I saw a yoga & spirituality hub in the old building Hamilton that sat to the East of the main building. I saw a cafe cooking food from the garden, inviting the community in to learn how to cook wholefoods.

I saw the main hall of the Abbey being an event hall where people gathered to discuss ideas, run projects and enjoy festivity’s.

In the beautifully restored mezzanine I saw a library dedicated the healing arts, the wisdom teachings of earth centred philosophies.

In Reussdale the house to the West of the main building, I saw a multi-disciplinary healing centre where doctors, homeopaths, naturopaths, Ayurvedic specialists, nutritionists & shamans worked together to empower people to heal from a holistic perspective.

It didn’t matter that the property was worth millions of dollars & would take that again to actually house my dream - every time I walked the grounds I nurtured this big & crazy vision of mine.

Have you ever taken steps to create something in y

Have you ever taken steps to create something in your life that felt so clear, so aligned and so perfect that every cell in your being was vibrating with excitement to share it with people?⁠
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That's how I am feeling today as I write this. The idea for Remembrance has been nothing short of pure magic being channeled through me. I was handed a vision and every step of the way I just trusted that the next right step would appear... and it did. ⁠
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The right words, the right teachers, the right contributors, the right energy, the right visuals and of course the right time to officially launch. ⁠
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What's so wonderful about this is that - this energy of clarity and inspired creativity is what I want YOU to feel not just in doing the work that is radical self remembrance, but simply from reading the words on the page I have just emailed out to the waitlist.⁠
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This process is about getting so clear and so sure of who you are that you never feel unsure about speaking your boundaries again. ⁠
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This is about learning to trust yourself so much that when an idea or a solution drops into your consciousness you KNOW you are good enough to see it through.⁠
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This is about standing so steadfast in your commitment to authenticity and truth that you never look outside yourself for validation again. ⁠
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You are the answer. ⁠
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You are the artist. ⁠
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Your life is your work and you are brave enough, strong enough loved enough, good enough to do the things you have always wanted to do. ⁠
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Your family, your community and the world have been waiting for you to remember who you are, and have the courage to set that woman, yourself - FREEE.⁠
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I have been crying for the last 24 hours because I am so in love with the way the sales page looks, I am so in love with this offering and I am already in love with women who are coming along for the ride. ⁠
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I have never offered anything that feels this good before and now... well I won't offer anything unless it feels like this again.⁠
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Are you ready for a six-month journey to Radical Self Remembrance? If you jumped on the waiting list, sister you got mail!⁠

📷 by Serina Crinis

This quote hit me in the guts, because as I read i

This quote hit me in the guts, because as I read it I realised "thats me!". Perhaps you resonate with it too, or you are on your way to this being true. ⁠
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What I know is the so called authorities on health & healing have never offered me healing when I have needed it. ⁠
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At 15 when my parents separated my legs broke out in a rash that for years left me too embarrassed to wear anything other than long pants through the hottest of summers every single day of school. Modern medicine had no answers, nothing to offer but suppression. I figured it out myself. ⁠
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In my early 20's I had chronic back & neck pain that stopped me pursuing a career in massage therapy and through yoga I healed it myself. ⁠
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When I was 28-30 I was silently suffering from depression, covered in red raw eczema (that I would scratch until it bled and got infected) and healing from the war wounds of domestic & sexual violence from my first marriage. Through diet, homeopathy, self inquiry & the path of yoga... again I healed myself. ⁠
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When I was 34 and suffering from post traumatic stress from the birth of my son, isolation and post natal depression, half of it caused by the very industry we look to for healing... I started a 4 year journey of healing and reclamation. ⁠
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Nobody else did it for me... I healed myself. ⁠
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I fell down, I cried and I thought that I wouldn't ever get passed it - just about every step of the way but I did it. ⁠
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While I had wonderful teachers, mentors and guides along the way... at the end of the day. It was me who healed myself. ⁠
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Just like you will. ⁠
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The path to healing can be lonely and while you may walk alongside others - YOU are the one that must take every single step of the journey. It's not in the pill, the suppression or the quick fix. It's in the facing of the shadow, the discomfort and being prepared to give up all the things that distract you, suffocate you and stop you being YOU. ⁠
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Then you get to become one of the dangerous ones too! One of the lighthouses that shine showing everyone else the journey home to themselves is the most potent medicine there is.

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